The day where I feel like I don't want to do anything...
The heart is somewhere else
The mind is wandering....
So ...ugh.......................
The heart is somewhere else
The mind is wandering....
So ...ugh.......................
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Depressing
Sometimes the day is so depressing that all you wanted was a break
But who's labelling the day as depressing ?
Who's letting it be depressing....
But who's labelling the day as depressing ?
Who's letting it be depressing....
Monday, February 11, 2013
Narcissism
Vanity, self-absorbed and so on. That's what it means and apparently there's such thing called the Narcissistic personality disorder (thanks to wikipedia, my guide to life) ..which affects 1% of the total population (not verified).
Some of my friends think that sharing thoughts and ideas on Facebook and Twitter are act of narcissism.
Really ? I thought my friends (yes, I do have friends on Facebook who are actually friends that I have conversations with - ranging from regular to occassional conversations), would love to know my thoughts and my network being so wide (520 friends on Facebook, which I have to admit that perhaps 20% are indeed acquaintances that I don't interact with much). Its just an effective way to keep in touch, don't you think ? Ok..that sounds a bit self-absorbed assuming everyone want to know what I think, how I feel, what I ate and so on.........
But then....if you ask me, it either you don't join Facebook/Twitter/and whatever Social Networking medium out there.....or you are part of the population that are hooked on constant feeds of information about people within your circle. Even if you post nothing, I'm sure you follow certain feeds of people that you are curious about....which makes my previous argument valid! :D 1 point for Me!! :D
So perhaps, its not too wrong to be narcissitic. The world seems to have grown or evolve to accept that as part of a common trait...when half the world's population are engaging through Social Networks - it can't be bad, can it ?
Well, perhaps me posting stuff here is better....I don't bombard other people's feed, its only searchable. So only people who wanted to know, will search for my posts and read what they were searching for ?
Don;t know if it works that way...but anything serious will be posted here from now on, and FB will just be a medium for random blasts of thoughts ? Let see how that goes........while I hop on to FB and see what's going on since I last checked in 5 minutes ago.
Some of my friends think that sharing thoughts and ideas on Facebook and Twitter are act of narcissism.
Really ? I thought my friends (yes, I do have friends on Facebook who are actually friends that I have conversations with - ranging from regular to occassional conversations), would love to know my thoughts and my network being so wide (520 friends on Facebook, which I have to admit that perhaps 20% are indeed acquaintances that I don't interact with much). Its just an effective way to keep in touch, don't you think ? Ok..that sounds a bit self-absorbed assuming everyone want to know what I think, how I feel, what I ate and so on.........
But then....if you ask me, it either you don't join Facebook/Twitter/and whatever Social Networking medium out there.....or you are part of the population that are hooked on constant feeds of information about people within your circle. Even if you post nothing, I'm sure you follow certain feeds of people that you are curious about....which makes my previous argument valid! :D 1 point for Me!! :D
So perhaps, its not too wrong to be narcissitic. The world seems to have grown or evolve to accept that as part of a common trait...when half the world's population are engaging through Social Networks - it can't be bad, can it ?
Well, perhaps me posting stuff here is better....I don't bombard other people's feed, its only searchable. So only people who wanted to know, will search for my posts and read what they were searching for ?
Don;t know if it works that way...but anything serious will be posted here from now on, and FB will just be a medium for random blasts of thoughts ? Let see how that goes........while I hop on to FB and see what's going on since I last checked in 5 minutes ago.
I always wanted to have an adventure
It sounded so vague. Adventure ? what sort ?
And do I know what I'm getting myself into when I say that ? It could be awful, or it could be great.
But what happens at 30 ? Life is as ordinary as it has ever been.
I still live at home, I have a regular job (though I changed it - according to others - at an rather alarming rate), and I'm single.
Unlike Carrie Bradshaw who went to New York for a writing seminar (enroute to Brown's - if she did go, we will not have Sex and the City) when she was 18/19, and met Samantha Jones and Miranda Hobbs (I'm still reading The Carrie's Diaries...haven't got to the part where Charlotte comes in), my adventure in life......has been quite flat. No amazing love stories to tell and living and working abroad is as common as having rice everyday - given the how fast globalisation had taken place.
I wonder.....if one can willed an adventure to happen ? Maybe...I'll meet my Mr.Big ? Well, before that happens, I do have to lose like 30 kgs, perfect my fashion sense and try to walk in Manolo Blahnik first.....
and that will not be ME - aka myself, will it ? Life is such a contradiction itself................its confusing enough trying to live a life.....
I guess the best bet, is to try to feel fabulous about myself......and if all else fail, what's wrong with having an ordinary life ? Didn't God teach us to be contented with what we have ? Must we strive for the best, or what we perceive as the best ? Lets work with what we have..........and perhaps, by God's will....it will prosper and be fruitful one day!
now...everyone - say Amen...coz I shall spend my Chinese New Year imagining that I'm in NY city finding my ways around as Carrie Bradshaw.............no one says i can't use my imagination.
And do I know what I'm getting myself into when I say that ? It could be awful, or it could be great.
But what happens at 30 ? Life is as ordinary as it has ever been.
I still live at home, I have a regular job (though I changed it - according to others - at an rather alarming rate), and I'm single.
Unlike Carrie Bradshaw who went to New York for a writing seminar (enroute to Brown's - if she did go, we will not have Sex and the City) when she was 18/19, and met Samantha Jones and Miranda Hobbs (I'm still reading The Carrie's Diaries...haven't got to the part where Charlotte comes in), my adventure in life......has been quite flat. No amazing love stories to tell and living and working abroad is as common as having rice everyday - given the how fast globalisation had taken place.
I wonder.....if one can willed an adventure to happen ? Maybe...I'll meet my Mr.Big ? Well, before that happens, I do have to lose like 30 kgs, perfect my fashion sense and try to walk in Manolo Blahnik first.....
and that will not be ME - aka myself, will it ? Life is such a contradiction itself................its confusing enough trying to live a life.....
I guess the best bet, is to try to feel fabulous about myself......and if all else fail, what's wrong with having an ordinary life ? Didn't God teach us to be contented with what we have ? Must we strive for the best, or what we perceive as the best ? Lets work with what we have..........and perhaps, by God's will....it will prosper and be fruitful one day!
now...everyone - say Amen...coz I shall spend my Chinese New Year imagining that I'm in NY city finding my ways around as Carrie Bradshaw.............no one says i can't use my imagination.
Saturday, November 17, 2012
Accepting Bikram with a clean and rested mind
I've tried my first Bikram class sometime in 2010, when I was still in Adelaide, working as a wretched auditor (read : shouldering problems, ridiculous deadlines and restricted resources to complete assignments with no progression in my career, thank god for the wonderful friendships that I've built! ).
All I remembered about that class - its really hot, I'm sored for a week, and swore never to go for another class again. Oh..and the urge to cross the road at the Putlteney st. corner at the the pub for a huge ass schnitzel + cold beer....Lucky I did not...walked home and had my leftover soup and I think I did lesser damage like that.
Fast forward to 2012 - my visit to London, and the culprit that had planted the idea to try Bikram in Adelaide 2 years ago, had been encouraging me to go to a Bikram class with her in Canary Wharf. The difference this time - I had a different mindset. Almost 1 month not working (as an wretched auditor), my mind was pysched up to rest and relax. My brain is almost completely detoxed from problems that seems to be never ending, well at least those from work...coz I am worried about how my new job will turn out!
Anyway..braving the cold winter in my light gym wear (tshirt and stretch pants- I'm not ready to do my Bikram Yoga in my sports bra and ultra short shorts yet) - I head to the Bikram Studio @ Canary Wharf, with instructions from Peggy (the Culprit) on how to get there. It was freezing cold...and I only had a light windbreaker!! Am I glad to have reached the studio!!
Registered myself , paid my 15 pounds fees for my first class and a bottle of water - pep talk from Pegs and here we go!
90 mins and 26 poses later ( in a 37-40 degree Celsius heated room) - a very calming and understanding instructor walking us through each poses...I feel relaxed, motivated to stretch just a little more, pushing a bit further and taking it all in. Felt a bit woozy when we reached the floor exercise....the sitting up and lying down again in the heated room is making me a bit nauseous - but apparently, that's normal. I sat and breathe in a even pace and chill and get back into the poses whenever I can and viola, 90 mins of hot, stuffy Bikram Yoga was done!
To be honest, at the 30 mins mark - I mentally wondered when this will end, but I'm glad I completed the class. It was nice, not stressful...not stress to get all the poses done perfectly, just doing it at my own pace ...feeling my spine stretched, my shoulder relaxed and etc. I can truly say, I enjoyed the class.
The amazing thing was : Me and Peg spent our day outdoor for the rest of the day, and its fall - so temperature runs between 4 - 11 degree Celsius.....but we are sweating and feeling warm! It can be the Bikram magic on our metabolism, or its just all playing in our mind.
The rejuvenation of my body continues the next day - I don't feel exceptionally sore, but instead, I find more energy.
am itching for more classes, but until I find out how exorbitant the classes are in Kuala Lumpur (heard that its not cheap and is more expensive than most gym membership), and if the timetable suitable for my schedule.
Until then, I'll continue working out with my Insanity video, and try out the 26 poses sans hot room in the comfort of my room!
Beginning of a healthy journey...and finger crossed! I pray that I do not fall off track this time!
All I remembered about that class - its really hot, I'm sored for a week, and swore never to go for another class again. Oh..and the urge to cross the road at the Putlteney st. corner at the the pub for a huge ass schnitzel + cold beer....Lucky I did not...walked home and had my leftover soup and I think I did lesser damage like that.
Fast forward to 2012 - my visit to London, and the culprit that had planted the idea to try Bikram in Adelaide 2 years ago, had been encouraging me to go to a Bikram class with her in Canary Wharf. The difference this time - I had a different mindset. Almost 1 month not working (as an wretched auditor), my mind was pysched up to rest and relax. My brain is almost completely detoxed from problems that seems to be never ending, well at least those from work...coz I am worried about how my new job will turn out!
Anyway..braving the cold winter in my light gym wear (tshirt and stretch pants- I'm not ready to do my Bikram Yoga in my sports bra and ultra short shorts yet) - I head to the Bikram Studio @ Canary Wharf, with instructions from Peggy (the Culprit) on how to get there. It was freezing cold...and I only had a light windbreaker!! Am I glad to have reached the studio!!
Registered myself , paid my 15 pounds fees for my first class and a bottle of water - pep talk from Pegs and here we go!
90 mins and 26 poses later ( in a 37-40 degree Celsius heated room) - a very calming and understanding instructor walking us through each poses...I feel relaxed, motivated to stretch just a little more, pushing a bit further and taking it all in. Felt a bit woozy when we reached the floor exercise....the sitting up and lying down again in the heated room is making me a bit nauseous - but apparently, that's normal. I sat and breathe in a even pace and chill and get back into the poses whenever I can and viola, 90 mins of hot, stuffy Bikram Yoga was done!
To be honest, at the 30 mins mark - I mentally wondered when this will end, but I'm glad I completed the class. It was nice, not stressful...not stress to get all the poses done perfectly, just doing it at my own pace ...feeling my spine stretched, my shoulder relaxed and etc. I can truly say, I enjoyed the class.
The amazing thing was : Me and Peg spent our day outdoor for the rest of the day, and its fall - so temperature runs between 4 - 11 degree Celsius.....but we are sweating and feeling warm! It can be the Bikram magic on our metabolism, or its just all playing in our mind.
The rejuvenation of my body continues the next day - I don't feel exceptionally sore, but instead, I find more energy.
am itching for more classes, but until I find out how exorbitant the classes are in Kuala Lumpur (heard that its not cheap and is more expensive than most gym membership), and if the timetable suitable for my schedule.
Until then, I'll continue working out with my Insanity video, and try out the 26 poses sans hot room in the comfort of my room!
Beginning of a healthy journey...and finger crossed! I pray that I do not fall off track this time!
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Coffee, Tea or Me ?
Ok..that's one cheesy title for a blog post, but then..considering how greedy I am when it comes to food & drink, choosing between Coffee & Tea when I want a fix....is really a tough choice!
I love my coffee, having developed the addiction while I was working in Adelaide (awesome coffee...sigh..i miss it already), I'm also a fan of tea. I have been drinking tea since....well, i can't remember when, but my daily life in Malaysia will always have tea. My dad loves tea...he fell in love with tea, mainly because of its health benefits and before he knew it, he has the whole family hooked on tea. Everyday, we will have freshly brewed Chinese tea, readily available at home........
Now, with The Tea Republic, they have a wide selection of teas....more than 30 different type, the last time I've checked. The teas that they have are from all over the world - France, Japan, Sri Lanka, Australia and etc.....
And did I mention the delectable selection of desserts available at the shop ? Sinfully sweet macaroons....mille fuile with raspberries, Varlhona Chocolate Tarts, and selections of cakes, pies and pastries.
The Tea Republic (TTR) is a personal project of my school friend, Sumita. A interior designer by profession, her passion for tea has prompted this Tea Republic project.....and I supposed, its a secret mission to convert all Malaysian to shower their love on tea, rather than the sweet offerings that are readily available at the mamak (teh/milo/kopi tarik ?), and the Malaysian infatuation with Starbucks/Coffee Bean (ice blended frappucino anybody?)
What can you expect at The Tea Republic ? I would have say - go and see for yourself, but here's my brief :
A place where you can have a heathly drink, a place to find your inner peace, and a place for surprises...
Why surprises? well, TTR has a changing menu for food and they are updating their tea listing as they go....so for all you know, you might find new and different desserts and hot food every forthnight...
My personal favourite at TTR ?
1) The Orange Rooibos Cream Tea - fragrant with a very pleasing orange nose..a hit of sour at the back of the palate and is perfect for drinking on its own (that's how I like it), or ask for a sugar stick or honey...if you have a sweet tooth. Honestly, I think I'm hooked on this...but I'm determined to try different tea each time I visit TTR...
2) Caramel Tea
Awesome tea - with a strong caramel nose, but without the sweetness....I find it very unique, personally!
3) New Lupicia Green Tea - Takachiho blend
The tea leaves are apparently roasted in some japanese iron-pot, hence when brewed, there's a nice toasty flavour to the green tea. I find it refreshing in a way....my current favourite!
4) Tropicalitea - your version of ice-blended drink with tea and fruit!
I personally will ask for watermelon tropicalitea...but i've heard that the honeydew tropicalitea is equally yummy! A must on a hot and humid day....definitely will quench the thirst!
5) Masala tea
If you love your Chai Latte, you will like this.....
Freshly pounded masala mix gives this tea the Oomph! required....i feel all nice, warm and toasty after my dose of hot Masala Tea....
5) Red velvet cake...
The texture of the cake is rather creamy and dense (very much like a pound cake), but packed with chocolatey flavour and the cream cheese topping complement the cake nicely! They are currently selling the cupcake version....
6) Chicken mayo croissants
I just like it....cannot explain why....ask for a sprinkle of cracked pepper when served.....
The teas are priced from RM6.90 and up to RM25ish for a pot. Not exorbitant - considering the ambience and the location of the shop. Just take a walk around BSC, and you will notice that drinks in most of the eatery don't come cheap.....
I will hop down to TTR for a healthy dose of tea (i drink mine without sugar most of the time, and chose to enjoy the natural flavour of the tea)...
My to-try-list :
1) Cardamom tea
I think it sound quite exotic, and being the friend of the owner, I have the privilege of observing that all the spiced tea (Masala/Cardamom/Cinnamon) are made with freshly ground/pounded spices - yes...freshly ground with mortar and pestle. The idea is....to retain the maximum flavour and fragrance of the spices!
And Cardamom, according to the wisdom of Ayurveda, is a great herb to help improve the respiratory systems and is commonly used to help with curbing nausea...
2) There are a few more tea of the Lupicia and Damman Feres range that I've yet to try......
Oh..and I supply the TTR with my Earl Grey Pannacotta - read about this @ all about Pannacotta post
I love my coffee, having developed the addiction while I was working in Adelaide (awesome coffee...sigh..i miss it already), I'm also a fan of tea. I have been drinking tea since....well, i can't remember when, but my daily life in Malaysia will always have tea. My dad loves tea...he fell in love with tea, mainly because of its health benefits and before he knew it, he has the whole family hooked on tea. Everyday, we will have freshly brewed Chinese tea, readily available at home........
Now, with The Tea Republic, they have a wide selection of teas....more than 30 different type, the last time I've checked. The teas that they have are from all over the world - France, Japan, Sri Lanka, Australia and etc.....
And did I mention the delectable selection of desserts available at the shop ? Sinfully sweet macaroons....mille fuile with raspberries, Varlhona Chocolate Tarts, and selections of cakes, pies and pastries.
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| The Tea Republic |
What can you expect at The Tea Republic ? I would have say - go and see for yourself, but here's my brief :
A place where you can have a heathly drink, a place to find your inner peace, and a place for surprises...
Why surprises? well, TTR has a changing menu for food and they are updating their tea listing as they go....so for all you know, you might find new and different desserts and hot food every forthnight...
My personal favourite at TTR ?
1) The Orange Rooibos Cream Tea - fragrant with a very pleasing orange nose..a hit of sour at the back of the palate and is perfect for drinking on its own (that's how I like it), or ask for a sugar stick or honey...if you have a sweet tooth. Honestly, I think I'm hooked on this...but I'm determined to try different tea each time I visit TTR...
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| The Cream Orange Rooiboos Tea |
Awesome tea - with a strong caramel nose, but without the sweetness....I find it very unique, personally!
3) New Lupicia Green Tea - Takachiho blend
The tea leaves are apparently roasted in some japanese iron-pot, hence when brewed, there's a nice toasty flavour to the green tea. I find it refreshing in a way....my current favourite!
4) Tropicalitea - your version of ice-blended drink with tea and fruit!
I personally will ask for watermelon tropicalitea...but i've heard that the honeydew tropicalitea is equally yummy! A must on a hot and humid day....definitely will quench the thirst!
5) Masala tea
If you love your Chai Latte, you will like this.....
Freshly pounded masala mix gives this tea the Oomph! required....i feel all nice, warm and toasty after my dose of hot Masala Tea....
5) Red velvet cake...
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| Red Velvet cake with cream cheese topping |
The texture of the cake is rather creamy and dense (very much like a pound cake), but packed with chocolatey flavour and the cream cheese topping complement the cake nicely! They are currently selling the cupcake version....
6) Chicken mayo croissants
I just like it....cannot explain why....ask for a sprinkle of cracked pepper when served.....
The teas are priced from RM6.90 and up to RM25ish for a pot. Not exorbitant - considering the ambience and the location of the shop. Just take a walk around BSC, and you will notice that drinks in most of the eatery don't come cheap.....
I will hop down to TTR for a healthy dose of tea (i drink mine without sugar most of the time, and chose to enjoy the natural flavour of the tea)...
My to-try-list :
1) Cardamom tea
I think it sound quite exotic, and being the friend of the owner, I have the privilege of observing that all the spiced tea (Masala/Cardamom/Cinnamon) are made with freshly ground/pounded spices - yes...freshly ground with mortar and pestle. The idea is....to retain the maximum flavour and fragrance of the spices!
And Cardamom, according to the wisdom of Ayurveda, is a great herb to help improve the respiratory systems and is commonly used to help with curbing nausea...
2) There are a few more tea of the Lupicia and Damman Feres range that I've yet to try......
Oh..and I supply the TTR with my Earl Grey Pannacotta - read about this @ all about Pannacotta post
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| Earl Grey Pannacotta with Caramelised Pineapple toppings |
Dancing Fish - Awesome Indonesian food...
There's nothing like a horrible traffic jam and a rainy afternoon .......Why? You may ask...Mainly because...the frustration of being stuck in a traffic jam in central Kuala Lumpur city center and the rain itself, would have work up the mother of an appetite! And did I mentioned, I was stuck in the traffic for more than 1 hour, traveling from KLCC to Bangsar Shopping Center ("BSC")...? The trip would have taken less than 30 mins on normal traffic condition, but on a Friday afternoon, with rain and the typical Friday prayer traffic......you just have to rough it out !Any friends who know me for more than a year (or lesser) would have known that I always succumb to comfort eating....food always make me feel better, unless the whole food experience itself is awful to start with. When I'm finally parked at BSC, I was determined to have good food.....something packed with flavour..something to tantalise my taste buds (I've been on a very bland diet due to a month-long battle with flu/fever/sore throat and cough).Having heard recommendations from friends about this restaurant, and the place looks pretty nice on its own...I took the lift right up to Level 3 of BSC new wing, head straight to Dancing Fish and waited to be seated....tick tock tick tock tick tock...i must have waited for about 10 mins, with waiters/waitresses and at some point the restaurant manager walking past me, but chosed to ignore me.....I'm getting rather annoyed (mainly coz I'm hungry)...but its peak lunch hour...so, maybe they have their reasons to ignore me...or they think it is highly unlikely for 1 lady to want to dine alone! Anyhow, I finally manage to catch the attention of one of the restaurant manager (he's got this funky hairstyle), and asked if I need to be seated or I can just look for my own seat....and after another 5-10 mins, I'm given a table.
So...the culinary journey at Dancing Fish begins.... :After ordering, you can expect to be served a bowl of keropok (crackers), served with a generous dollop of sambal (shrimp chilli dipping sauce)....the sambal is awesome...the keropok...well, i don't really like this kind of keropok (there's a bitter aftertaste), i would have preferred some papadam, but then again, i supposed this kind of keropok is typically indonesian ?
So...the culinary journey at Dancing Fish begins.... :After ordering, you can expect to be served a bowl of keropok (crackers), served with a generous dollop of sambal (shrimp chilli dipping sauce)....the sambal is awesome...the keropok...well, i don't really like this kind of keropok (there's a bitter aftertaste), i would have preferred some papadam, but then again, i supposed this kind of keropok is typically indonesian ?
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| Keropok and accompanying sambal (They call this Emping) |
The problem about dining alone, is that I can only order limited dishes....as there's only that much of a tummy space available....
I've ordered, the individual set meal, which includes the Crispy Fried Chicken (fondly known as Bebek), and 2 servings of salads of the day. I was given an interesting serving of starfruit salad (a mix of fresh onion slices, crispy anchovies and star fruit slices). The starfruit slices was crispy and the crispy anchovies toppings , together with the sauce make this an interesting salad....definitely something that I was looking for - tantalising flavours and texture !
The set came with Nasi Kunyit...mainly long grain rice (its fluffy) cooked with turmeric....
And the other salad of the day, is the gulai pucuk paku - vegetable cooked in a coconut/turmeric base...something you'll be thankful to have, after having some of the spicy sambal, that comes with the set. And there's some tempeh and fried tofu pieces - you can dip this into the sambal for some extra Oomph! :D
The fried chicken, looks really dry on the outside, but was surprisingly succulent on the inside...so no complains there. It could have been packed with more flavour...as I like my food seasoned well...but nothing that a little sambal can't do! :D
A word of caution - this is a typical way of making fried chicken (On the main menu, they serve fried duck - indonesian style), if the wrong cut of poultry is used, you might end up with a dry piece of fried meat. I happen to be lucky enough to get somewhere around the chicken thigh region...so the meat is pretty succulent.
At RM23.90, I think its pretty reasonably priced, considering the serving size and the ambience..
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| Individual Set Meal with Fried Chicken (Goreng Ayam Set) - RM23.90 |
The waitress that was taking my order, says that the serving size is for 1 person....and I thought...yea..soup is not filling...its ok to order a soup!
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| Prawn Coconut Soup - spicy and sour soup base - RM17.90 |
Overall, I think the soup will be good enough to be shared with another person.....
OH...and after reviewing my receipt, I realised I had also ordered the Keredok, an Indonesian Salad...no pics though. I'm sure it is pretty nice, but I was too full to really enjoy it properly, hence, I won't say much about this. The Keredok (the serving once again, is pretty good) = RM9.90.
Overall, a meal that was hardly shared - even though I manage to get my BFF from The Tea Republic to join me for lunch (she had had lunch earlier) , the bill came up to RM69.40......
A bit expensive if you were to spend that much everyday for lunch, but totally worthwhile as it kills all the frustration from the traffic jam and I totally enjoyed the food....
Where to find Dancing Fish Restaurant :
Lot T120, T121, T122
Bangsar Shopping Center
Tel : 03-2095 6663
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