Lost my purse yesterday. Was checking in to Sheraton Imperial after KSP Night and realise I have no purse in the handbag, hence no identification for check in!!! My mind was totally blank! We searched the car, called my colleagues who are still at KLCC Convention Center to check if there's any trace of my purse, but of course its gone....
Initial plan was to visit some nice place at the Heritage Row, but ended up spending the whole night calling credit card centers and banks to cancel all my banking stuff...Thank god I have Shane with me. Had a nice soak in the tub and the view was nice from our room...that sorta calm me down a bit.
But then I realise I had no money with me. AT ALL....!!!! There's some loose change here and there, but beside that, I've nothing! I've never felt so helpless before...and its going to feel a bit weird asking my dad for money. It has been ages since I've done that....
Sometimes, in moments of weakness like this , I wish he will be there for me. But then again, he had been away for so many years that most of the time I'm used to drown in my own misery alone. Comforting words on the phone, over email, SMS just don't mean anything anymore....
I mean, any girl will feel instantly better if there's someone there to take away all the problem rite? I don't know...for the 5 years that he was not here, I'm doing fine taking care of myself, but something just snapped in me today. I felt so weak and helpless....that I felt like crying. I've never cried over such matter, not even after the recent car crash...
Thank god I have my friends (thanks for being there = Shane, Sum, Sarah, Suet, bro James, Peggy, Tan Yee, Huay Yin, Carol, Elaine & TJJ...Michelle, ..and err..Hui Ni (sometimes)) My parent don't really understand but I know they care and worry for me...
I don't know...I think it'll be good to continue to hide under the comforter and continue my hibernation....Will figure out how I'm going to survive without credit cards and money tomorrow. And no driving license means no driving....I don't even want to think about it!
Misery ....i hope this is the last of all the bad things...
