I guess, I have only myself to blame?
It will be about 1 month to Suet's wedding. I'm supposed to start to watch my weight since last month. I know I can't do much during the winter months...as the cold weather just make me feel hungry faster...plus the stress at work didn't help the situation.
Coupled with loads of visitors, hence holiday bingeing, i guess, I've accumulated more kilos than I have expected. I should have suspected when looser pants feels tighter, when the spare tyres starts to overflow to the side...there's all these warning signs...but I refuse to acknowledge them!!!
Ugh!!! And now....when I finally have the courage to weigh myself.....I'm 6kg heavier since June 2009!!
How in the world am I going to lose these 6kg? I'm not even counting the 3 kg I've gain from my trip back to KL in May.....
ugh...
i'll have to wake up early tomorrow, go for a jog.....no more lasagna for lunch....probably have to start grazing on "greens"......
haih...i hate dieting....why can't I have a super duper metabolism that zap up the fats as and when i eat? How am I supposed to enjoy eating when I have to worry about my size? I can accept myself being big, but not this big.......can't love the extra "wobbly" bits......ugh!!!
bad..bad.....bad!
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