Can I?

I don't know if I can bear it
If Rocky doesn't make it through

Besides my parents, I think he is the next person (yes, a dog is as good as human), who love me the most. And I love him too....so so so much....

Please let him be well....let him have a good few years in him

I can stay strong knowing there are things that we can do to help mom wih her illness before this

I can stay strong when I know people do not care to see beyond the facade of me

I can stay strong when I have to be on my own when there are tough challenges, when I am actually scared and feeling most alone

But I really don't know if I can strong anymore...without my Rocky...the sweet handsome face that will greet when I am home every time....who loves me no matter what....

So Dear God, this may be a selfish request, given all the chaos in the world, please let Rocky be better and let him make it through....a few more happy years for this little heart of gold...just because he is the one little doggy that I have that loves me unconditionally. ..

Amen.