Adulthood

I don't think I ever planned on getting old. Maybe I aspired to be in high school, when I was in primary school, or thinking about college and uni life when I was finishing high school, and excited about earning my own $$$ in the world of working adult.

But as with everything in life, they all did not turn out the way I imagined it would be. It was not bad, they sure are awesome years of my life, and I treasure every single friendship and experiences I had. Through the thick and thin, they say.

The thing that I missed the most, are the carefree days - where I can just sleep like a baby and not worry about a thing. Contentment comes easily to me. Peace and contentment seem to be most elusive feeling of all in Adulthood. When I was in my 20s, I believe if I am strong enough, if I believe enough, I can do everything. I don't need others when I can do it myself and I still remember the days when I strongly held on to the belief that if I were to find a partner in life, he only has to fill in the blanks in terms of what I am lacking.

But if you were to ask me now, I'll take any man who will take all my worries away. Haha....and hence, I choose to explore my relationship with God. They say, in God we trust, and he will give you peace, amidst the chaos.

Be gone silly infatuations, baseless worries, and all that distract me from following His chosen path, His plans for me.

Amen.